Every time I fail at doing something or I’m just unable to do something completely, I’ll always remember that moment of failure. Like I’m scarred by it or something. I always look back at times I’ve failed or embarrassed myself and I feel shitty inside. Grrrrrr, I hate that feeling! and then I hate myself even more because I look back and I know I could have easily done better if I just stopped freaking out and focus. Sometimes, my low self-esteem gets the best of me and I’m unable to carry on task like how I should. I can always see myself or I think of myself doing so well at something, but my lack of confidence holds me back and I end up regretting not pushing all the way through… I worry way too much of what people think. Fricka, I suck -____-
K, night.